Dull.

Where are all the intresting people out there, im talking about the ones that will sit in a coffee shop with me and talk about nothing, and everything all day. I feel like everyone is so dull. so cliche. so unoriginal. ive been thinking about things all day, and I finnaly came to the realization that i need to take a step back and work on me, i have to be less dependent than i am, and be able to take care of myself before i go back into any type of relationship with anyone. I still have intention of trying things with him again in the future - IF HE GETS HIS LIFE TOGETHER AS WELL- im writing that in bold because im making it a promise, i wont take him back just because i love him, i have to see a change in him too. I need to manage my over thinking, my anxiety, my dependency on men. When i really turn around and look at me, im just as dull as everyone else out there in the world. With my problem of the day. I was doing research today, did you know that its been proven that if you put out a positive attitude you actually have a more positive outcome and atmosphere to things. Im going to try to work on that, but positive thinking is a lifestyle, and it wont be easy. not for anyone, and even harder for me. So heres a list, of things i need to work on. 1. dependency 2. positive thinking 3. anxiety management - find outlets that help diminish 4. limit facebook activity, you'll just stalk him. 5. dont smother him, limit your calls. - let him come to you. 6. make new friends- go out, HAVE FUN. 7. make time for yourself, be okay being alone. and mostly, remember - if he really loves you, and its ment to be, everything will work out in the end. You cant control other peoples feelings and choices, all you can do is control how you react to them. Love yourself.be positive.stay strong.relax.