Stay strong, and move along.

I have to stop relying on a man/ other people to take care of me and be around, i cant keep making myself in the position of doing everything for them. This is my time to focus on me and have fun. I cant keep worrying about what hes doing, who hes with and etc. If he really does want it to work out, hes the one that needs to decide that and take the steps to be more mature. Ive always wanted to date a cute indie guy, one with tattoos and dreads, plays the gutair and sells pot. But is super down to earth. haha, i need to stop watching oliver stone films. :P seriously though, this is going to be really hard for me, but im going to do it. I deserve better. :D