Regrettably- awake

At this point i dont even know what to write- i feel like im rambling, just one huge mess of unfinished thoughts sentences and blogs. watch that will end up being my title. :P i just need to get out more and do something, if not with people at least alone. I think you've hit a whole different point in your life when all you do is sit in your room blog listen to music that NO ONE has ever heard of, and talk to your dog. Who i hate to say- pretty sure understands me and talks back. but what do i know, im the crazy blogger dog talker. as well as a huge list of other things. that ive come to embrace :) If anyone is actually reading my ramblings. Thanks- and im sorry for putting you through what is to be the biggest waste of your time everr. But hey at least im better than 60% of the rest of the blogs that i scroll through that happen to be all about Jesus or in a language i cannot understand. Whats with christains loving up on blogging. Hm, maybe its because the rest of us got tired of having it pushed down our thoughts in public so they took it to in the internet. Dont get me wrong here, i love religion, i think its a great thing to have a support system in your life and something to believe in whatever it may be. What i do have a problem with is when you use what you believe to tell me im going to hell because i dont live the way you do. Theres alot of different beliefs and i think everyone is entilted to belive what they want without judgement, im pretty sure Jesus was a man of love, not condemnation. sorry folks, its manly my family thats put a stigma on the rest of you. and this is where i say adiou before i start world war 3. and we dont need that. I'll talk more on this tomorrow.